I woke up in the morning...
I looked to the ceiling of my room
How
I wished it were your room’s.
I
stared at the ceiling without moving... My eyes were filled with tears.
I
don't want to start my day crying...
But,
my heart wants to burst out through the ribs.
I
woke up... Maybe it was better if I faded away like that dream.
I
shouldn't be here... the sky is vast enough and there must be a place to
embrace.
My
days, my pain and everyone around have stolen me away…
And
I stayed without you… so lonely.
I
woke up wishing you could forget me.
Maybe
someone else would relieve you of my sorrow.
*****
I
apologize for my weakness… my distance… I apologize because I lost you.
I
apologize because every time I scream, my voice chokes and disappears.
I
apologize because every time I hold on to you, hope dies and ends.
I
apologize because I tried a lot to live in your heart.
I
apologize because I will kill you when I go away and fade out
*****
I
woke up and heard my heartbeats scarring each other.
Has
the end approached? I didn’t want to feel such loneliness
The
days have stolen my smile... my laugh... my most beautiful dreams.
I
will shed the last tears while looking at the ceiling of my room.
How
I wish it were your room’s!
Written and
drawn by:
Rifka Hasan
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